Why does the root of all of the minds thinking problems seem to start with girls. There are the ones that you like, but realize will only ever be your friend and there is no way to change that. Yet deep down you really like them and have always liked them, but there is never a chance to be with them. Even though you know there is no point thinking about it, it always manages to stay in the back of your head and keep you distracted from many things. It comes to even bigger problems when this friend of yours comes to you asking you for advice about trying to get back together with her ex. What are you suppose to say? She is your friend so you have to help her in every way that you can. So here I am helping this girl that I like realize what she needs to do if she wants to get back together with her ex boyfriend. It comes an even bigger problem when you realize that they aren't really Christian and as Christians we are only suppose to date other Christians. How are we suppose to surpress feelings for people who are non Christian when they are all we think about? I have prayed about this but haven't seem to be getting any answers from God, but I realized that I need to be patient if I want to hear a responds and trust in Him. This is the same girl that I talked about in my first blog.
I tried forgetting about my feelings for her and found another girl who I hung out with and got to know pretty well. We chilled and had lots of fun and I thought that there may have been something. The next day she starts talking to me about this guy she had been dating in the summer, and how she met up with him last night and was trying to make things work out with him again. I was completely confused and my head just started spinning.
Why does complicated stuff like this always happen to us guys and how are we suppose to respond to these situations and the way our brains handle them? I guess the only thing I can do is pray that God will give me an answer of what I need to do.
The one song that keeps coming to my mind is a sone by The Rocket Summer on one of his older albums. The song is called Never Knew and this is what I keep hearing in my head.
"And no, none of it's true cuz I never knew youAnd now the truth of it is, is I wanna be like youSo hello, good friend, I wanna be next to youFor my head, for my heart, for whats true"
Maybe no if this was meant to happen and both these girls are only suppose to be friends and part of my witnessing...only God knows.
Dave "Zone" Tompkins
1 comment:
hey i stumbled acorss this randomly and i know i dont know you, but maybe take it easy on the girls eh? It seems like most of your issues revolve around girls so why not give them up for a month or two. See how life looks then and then decide. I'm not saying liking a lot of girls is bad, but try taking a step out of your life and view it from an outsider's view. Ultimately god will bring along a girl for you when the time is right, and she will be perfect. So maybe stop looking so hard. Just wait.
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